They say they should not suffer for their defalcation

They won't suffer for their defalcation

having to lie to people

I am lieing ( is this the correct spelling) to people more than ever before now. In my junior years I had been admonished a lot for lieing and had got over the habit the hard way. Now, again I am having to take to the habit. When I say the truth, people just do not go away. They keep standing there and plead for what is not legally theirs. It is sad, but then I have to take the stance that I will look into the matter when I know very well, that I have already invested more time than is appropriate in the case. But then to enable me to have some time to work, this becomes necessary. I hate it; but cant make those around to understand too.

Negativity at its best

It is not unusual that one feels low. especially one realises that work that is being done is going waste and there is not too much of result to write home about. One feels that in an effort to get things better, one keeps building on the number of enemies and keeps cutting on the number of friends. E Sreedharan, my idol, resigned and now has joined back when his resignation was not accepted. I had scanned the scraps left by the public on the times of india news paper's website and found to my shock that there were indeed some people who was happy that he had stepped down. They even wanted worse to happen to him. and was not satisfied his resignation as he was responsible for "homicide". If people who stay on to serve the Government and the people forgoing what they would have got from the lucrative private entereprises, and then some one is as successful as E Sreedharan is, still he has to hear what one cares to say. despite everything. Indeed if this is what Sreedharan should receive, what would be in store for us lesser mortals when we falter or fall.

One perhaps has to be just professional and not worry too much emotionally,

Woh!

Finally managed to get back the password that was long missing from conscious memory. Look forward to more posts.